Author - Ruue

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Disclaimer - I do not own Final Fantasy X, or anything to do with it. This is just something I came up with in my spare time.
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If I'm Not In Love
*song by Faith Hill*

Yuna stood at the Besaid pier, watching the peaceful night sky. The wind blowing, barely enough to move her skirt, and shift her hair. She didn't want to believe what had happened, just a few hours ago. As she stood there a song played through her mind.

If I'm not in love with you
What is this I'm going through,
Tonight?

She hummed the slow tune, thinking about how she had sent him, with her own hands. Tears started falling down her cheeks.

And if my heart is lying then,
What should I believe in?
Why do I go crazy,
Every time I think about you, baby.
Why else do I want you like I do,
If I'm not in love with you

The voice stopped humming, long enough to let out a long whistle. Piercing the peaceful sky.

And if I don't need your touch,
Why do I miss you so much,
Tonight?

In her mind, she recalled the feeling she got when he kissed her under the moonlight at the spring in Macalania. The electricity of emotion that flowed through her, his soothing touch. For a mere minuet, the tears stopped.

If it's just infatuation then,
Why is my heart aching,
To hold you forever?

Then, as she remembered how she could never feel his tender kiss again, never hold him in her arms, she sobbed even harder than before. She feel onto the dock, sobbing.

Give a part of me I thought I'd never,
Give again to someone I could lose,
If I'm not in Love with you.

Yuna stood back up, and tried her best to hold back the tears. She walked back to the village alone. The wind had grown, and the rustling of the trees deafened the sound of her cries. And as she walked, she dreamt of the maybes and should-have-bins.

Why in every fantasy,
Do I feel your arms embracing me?
Lovers lost in sweet desire.

The tears halted as she entered the village...she didn't want anyone to see her crying. As she entered her hut and closed the doors, they continued. She lie on her bed, as the wet droplets fell onto her pillow.

Why in dreams do I surrender,
Lying with you baby?
Someone help, explain this feeling.
Someone tell me

If I'm not in love with you,
What is this I'm going through,
Tonight?
And if my heart is lying then,
What should I believe in?
Why do I go crazy
Every time I think about you baby?
Why else do I want you like I do?
If I'm not in love with you.

Lying there, Yuna found a small, but bright, glimmer of hope. Hope that he was still out there. Somewhere.

"I'll see you again, Tidus." She murmured to herself as she entered a peaceful sleep.